Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Selfish ppl
Some ppl are just sooooooo SELFISH!!! They are just present to test my tolerance level.. and yes! i'm referring to my project grp members~
Finally completed my presentation (tt was supposed to have gotten over and done with 2 weeks ago) today.. wat caused the delay? just because of one member is unable to complete his individual report in time and unwilling to attend class for fear of failing his own report. It's not even cos the grp project caused him to give up time to prepare for his own work.. Even went to his hall to help out the very night before to tie up all the necc loose ends and they were still joking ard relaxing as usual.. The presentation was cancelled due to his absence and my efforts of preparing and rushing the whole report was in vain.. wat's the point of all those sleepless night and stressing over the deadline? AND i was the one doing most of the grp report.. nvm bout tt..
yesterday was supposed to meet up at 11pm and have a presentation run thru~ but AS USUAL they fly my aeroplane..was waiting online for them till 1 plus and guess they rehearsed ahead later in the night w/o mi.. wat can i do? i can only ask them to upload the presenation slides so i have a rough idea of the presenation flow.. and AGAIN.. my request was IGNORED.. i was really left helpless like 2 wks ago.. had a test till 1.30 today n e presentation will start like 2?! so i've no choice but to mssg them to reach earlier to set up the place and meet me at 1.30 sharp(i've to hand up my test papers early) so to have a brief pre-run.. guess i'm being foolish to believe their empty promises.. they even reached later than the tutor.. and i was feeling so jittery w/o any idea wat's the flow going to be like.. and i've to present the most (cos' i did majority of e report?! and i noe e contents beta?)
I was thrown into the presentation and like the audience and e tutors, i'm seeing the slides for the first time.. The problem lies here: In total, there are approx 17 slides and considering that my presentation share outweighs the both of them.. i'm only assigned to 1 and only pathetic slide to last through my 20 min of presentation! whereas their presentation slides were VERY WELL supported by slides and uploaded pictures~~ The reason they take up the responsibility of doing the slides is because they feel very guilty for not contributing much to the report.. BUT i'm SO WRONG to actually feel relieved tt they r kind enough to help with e slides as my schedule was really very tight e past few weeks (due to endless projects and exams).. They did not even bother to help out with my part and just give a brief summary of points for my 1 and only slide.. for wat?! just to show tt at least they got help mi out a bit? THANKS for the effort GUYS~ frm their presentation, it's very clear tt they have rehearsed with the slides beforehand as they were very coherent and relates to the slides well.. E tutor comments was tt my presentation was not well supported by slides and pictures unlike my other members and i was partly marked down by tt.. The end result was tt i fared the worst among the 3 of us.. i just feel very cheated! not tt i'm a sore loser or trying to claim effort for my work.. but i REALLY did put in alot of work and effort into this project.. did most of the research and everything lidat... *BLAH* i'm just so pissed..
To the ppl who noes mi.. i'm considered a person with high tolerance level.. but this time i guess i'm being tested... GOOD TRY!
*JiN*
slept soundly at
5:33 PM
