Friday, May 27, 2005
Not a good day today.. din sleep well yesterday.. in a foul mood.. but still i've to wear a smile one my face..1. made a mistake at work yesterday.. undercharged a customer by 150 bucks (but she's a wonderful lady.. instead of kicking up a big fuss like most rich tai-tais.. she still asked whether am i too troubled to slp yesterday nite) the WORLD needs more of such angels..
2. Manager dropped by yesterday and commented tt i did not serve my customers.. (hello~ i was busy packing existing customers' order.. how to serve other cust?!) i was kept so busy e whole of yesterday.. was so drained out at e end of the day..
3.grand dad fell down today.. rushed over to his hse.. but dont have the strength to carry him up.. he looked so helpless.. just lying on the ground and there's nth i can do.. lucky mum's back in time to help out.. realised tt he's beginning to slur in his speech too.. and i'm somehow shocked at his current situation.
4. Great Singapore Sale is here! but i'm not at all excited.. WHY?! tt means longer working hours and i cant even shop cos i'm not paid (and not going to be WELL-PAID)
5.made someone unhappy again.. arg~ how i wish i can write everything down.. but some things are left beta unsaid.. dun wanna touch on sensitive issues again.. Right now.. i juz wanna shut everything off my mind..
Conclusion: I'm feeling gloomy.. i wanna be alone.. i crave for a lil' space right now.. not tt i wanna avoid anyone or anything or run away frm reality.. just a lil' while to calm down.. to ease my tension.. to learn to count my blessings.. to appreciate the ppl ard me.. to learn to be grateful.. to do simple things: going for a slow walk, draw or just read a book..
"We can let circumstances rule us, or we can take charge and rule our lives from within. "
-Earl Nightingale
*JiN* slept soundly at 4:58 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
yEaH~ today's my off day.. finally get to rest my tired pair of legs.. i prefer working in Tanglin Mall to Taka.. cos i can get to sit down and chit chat and munch the whole day long.. discipline's less strict over there:) Kaiting, Chen Yee, YQ and DY popped over yesterday and i ended up chatting with em' for more than half an hr outside the shop.. ( *keeps fingers crossed* tt no company spies roam ard tt area yesterday) hmm.. every looked e same but tt KT is looking more n more like a tai-tai~ must be mingling ard too much with her beloved Mr. Yeo. (^_^)...
Feeling kinda chirpy these few days.. in e mood for a lil' make-up.. and add a lil color to my 'paler-than-usual' face.. guess it's cos i juz recovered ba~ in e mood for a 'couch potato' day.. it feels so right to juz lie down and do nth today except tt i'm going over to Les's place for his family Poh Piah Session in the evening.. One of my beloved dish.. MORE Chilli and Sweet Sauce PLS!! Yeah~ I'm going to Love it.. Alright.. shall go laze ard now.. too lazy to even switch on my TV.. i SHALL NOT fight against gravity den and continue lying now:) Have a good day ppl!
*JiN* slept soundly at 11:56 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.
Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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*JiN* slept soundly at 12:28 PM
Mr. Fever, Mr. Sore throat and Mr. Stomachache paid me a visit for the last 3 days.. The 3-in-1 combi really drained out my energy level and makes me feels lerthagic the whole day.. and the worst part is that i still have to work yesterday.. but luckily i'm being posted to Tanglin Mall.. I can sit and relax and the crowd is far frm tt in Taka=> Going to bring books there to kill time today..
haben been doing much these few days except resting in bed and waking up for medicine.. Shu hui and yy came over my hse on TUE to bake brownies tho~ ( YES! it mux be those brownies:<) haha.. i dunno y.. i juz cant take chocs for nUtS~ juz a hint of bit and i'll get it the next day.. moreover SH's recipe's is with DARK CHOCS.. haha.. mux be firm with myself the next time round.. but i mux say tt they tasted quite good.. with melted marshmallows and choc chips on top but it'll taste beta w/o the chips? haha.. The baking session was kinda fun.. we finished baking in juz an hr time and spend the rest of the time chit chatting:) Guess the next time we meet up will be after SH's trip to taiwan..
SH: remember to get me sHaDeS:) haha.. kinda into 'em now.. and all e bez for ya sUrPrIsE party:)
Les: thanks for looking after me 4 e past 2 days.. i'm especially difficult when i'm sick.. thanks for tolerating my whines and temper.. thanks for attending to all my needs so that my mum can have a peace of mind.. thanks 4 being so paitient even when i refused to take medication and threw e thermometer at u.. come to tink of it.. i'm kinda ashamed at my childishness.. THANK YOU!
Astri: hope u'll get to read this entry;) hmm.. girl~ u've been thru' some serious thots these days.. i admire u for ya courage and i pray that ur heart and mind are at peace now.. in LIFE u have to lose some in order to be able to appreciate the things u have now.. juz wanna let u noe tt even if everything fails u.. u will always have the support of your family and loved ones and not forgetting us( e girls) somewhere across e globe.. Distance is not a barrier, it's just a test to our friendship.. take care babe.. miss ya loooaads:)
*JiN* slept soundly at 11:14 AM
Monday, May 16, 2005
mi in UNIFORM.. and messy hair=D
These 2 days @ work were kinda fun.. at least i get to see ppl walking ard and maybe it's weekend so the sales were pretty good.. hmm.. but i have to learn to get used to standing for long hours.. cos i can really feel the strain when i reach home.. and cos these 2 days my work start at 3.30pm.. tt means i can sleep all the way till noon time(YeAh^_^) BUT i do not have any break in btw tho.. and i've been having my dinner ard 1030 these days.. nOt heaLtHy~~ but i prefer e working hrs fr 3.30-9.30 to fr 12.30-9.30.. @ least i can go there later.. dun mind not having a break cos i'll be alone during the 1 hr anyway.. hope i can be transferred to other outlets in future too.. cos i tink it'll be so sian ( the retail area is rEaLlY small~ a lil bigger than half the size of a normal bedroom) haha but tt also means tt dere isn't much to do.. less choc info to memorise.. can slack more;D
Cant believe my colleague has been working dere for like 4 YEARS?! my god.. tink it's really a waste of time standing for 8 hrs everyday and waiting for customers to come.. (basically what i've to do is just smile at them and ask how can we help.. if they do purchase we just bring them to the cashier n occasionally just help them with wrapping services) ya.. tt's all.. it's just e standing part tt's quite tiring.. other than tt.. it's easy work.. so i really cant imagine working full time for this kind of work.. cos u'll not be learning much and most of the time u r staring into space.. Now i finally noe the importance of education.. @ least a certificate allows us with more career alternatives amd opportunities.. so MOTHERS are RIGHT when they say u cant survive in e society w/o education esp. in countries like Singapore* and i dun mind studying also.. Overall.. i still enjoy mugging life to working life.. cos i still get to mingle with frens and study hours are not routinized.. ur schedule tends to be more flexible.. u get to do projects and stuff lidat.. so.. ur life will not get mudane and most importantly it's value adding.. u r learning new stuff everyday=) tt makes me feel Smart~
haha~ alright gtg;)
*JiN* slept soundly at 11:50 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Went to watch House Of Wax on Thurs.. the storyline is ok.. not much of a suspense.. but it's damn gross~ the person who thought of the storyline must be kinda sick.. haha~basically what motivated me to watch this show is PARIS HILTON.. (the movie title is not tt captivating~) Juz wanna see how the infamous girl act.. well.. the conclusion is tt: SHE is really damn well paid for her role.. or shld i say.. her role requires not much acting skills.. haha.. she's paid just to be herself..(yes.. being slut*y;>) sometimes i really wonder is there a need for hollywood stars to be so highly paid? as in the figures are ridiculously high.. and here i am.. working in a retail shop and standing for 9 whole hours.. and earning a measly 5 bucks an hour.. soo pathetic~
anyway.. later im going for my training.. 1st day at work.. went to take a look at the place yesterday.. ( at taka basement 2.. besides Harrods ) it's a nice small unit.. Ppl who buy chocs are mostly happy ppl.. tt means i wun be greeted by grumpy customers who will dampen my day~ and most importantly.. it's surrounded by lots of food stalls.. interesting environment.. at least i noe i won't be starved.. hahaha~ tho i dun eat choc.. but looking at those packages makes mi feel high.. they look sooo prreeetty~ makes me feel like a little girl all over again=D Alright~ i shall update on my '1st Day @ Work' experience later..
*JiN* slept soundly at 11:28 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
aRrrgHh.. finally i get to blog... my internet connection was down for 1 whole month.. and it's just soOo troublesome to find a cafe with internet service.. i juz feel like a caveman w/o internet services:s
Hmmm.. juz went to pray to my dad today.. his 7th anniversary.. suddenly dawned onto me how fast time flies.. it feels juz like yesterday tt he drove mi to school(sec 1) and i'm now going to be a 2nd year undergraduate.. looked at his tablet today and deep inside me.. i missed those family outings with him ard.. wanted to pray together with my mum and sis today but my sis rather go to her friend's hse.. i'm just so disappointed in her attitude.. this year is her PSLE.. really hope she'll put in the effort to study well and stop being so 'unbothered'..
anyway.. exams finally oVeRrr.. n i can 'shake leg' a while b4 starting work.. found a job at ' The Cocoa Trees' as a retail sales assistant.. kinda looking fwd to it.. cos first time working in a retail shop.. dun wanna work in an office cos it's really veRrY boring sitting in front of a computer the whole day.. and i HATE wearing formal wear.. i just cant sit properly and NOT to mention those heels.. hope i dun have to work in office environment when i graduate in 2 yrs time.. guess i'm most probably going to major in finance bah.. can become an accounting teacher.. i dun mind:) or work in the banking sector..
hiz.. kinda feeling a bit down today for no particular reason.. maybe cos i missed my dad.. maybe cos of some family issues.. maybe cos i'm worried bout Les's safety.. tt guy went trekking in Malaysia.. just feel weird not hearing frm him for so long.. and i'm quite pissed off by my sis also.. (wat's new?)
*JiN* slept soundly at 4:24 PM
