Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Some ppl are just sooooooo SELFISH!!! They are just present to test my tolerance level.. and yes! i'm referring to my project grp members~
Finally completed my presentation (tt was supposed to have gotten over and done with 2 weeks ago) today.. wat caused the delay? just because of one member is unable to complete his individual report in time and unwilling to attend class for fear of failing his own report. It's not even cos the grp project caused him to give up time to prepare for his own work.. Even went to his hall to help out the very night before to tie up all the necc loose ends and they were still joking ard relaxing as usual.. The presentation was cancelled due to his absence and my efforts of preparing and rushing the whole report was in vain.. wat's the point of all those sleepless night and stressing over the deadline? AND i was the one doing most of the grp report.. nvm bout tt..
yesterday was supposed to meet up at 11pm and have a presentation run thru~ but AS USUAL they fly my aeroplane..was waiting online for them till 1 plus and guess they rehearsed ahead later in the night w/o mi.. wat can i do? i can only ask them to upload the presenation slides so i have a rough idea of the presenation flow.. and AGAIN.. my request was IGNORED.. i was really left helpless like 2 wks ago.. had a test till 1.30 today n e presentation will start like 2?! so i've no choice but to mssg them to reach earlier to set up the place and meet me at 1.30 sharp(i've to hand up my test papers early) so to have a brief pre-run.. guess i'm being foolish to believe their empty promises.. they even reached later than the tutor.. and i was feeling so jittery w/o any idea wat's the flow going to be like.. and i've to present the most (cos' i did majority of e report?! and i noe e contents beta?)
I was thrown into the presentation and like the audience and e tutors, i'm seeing the slides for the first time.. The problem lies here: In total, there are approx 17 slides and considering that my presentation share outweighs the both of them.. i'm only assigned to 1 and only pathetic slide to last through my 20 min of presentation! whereas their presentation slides were VERY WELL supported by slides and uploaded pictures~~ The reason they take up the responsibility of doing the slides is because they feel very guilty for not contributing much to the report.. BUT i'm SO WRONG to actually feel relieved tt they r kind enough to help with e slides as my schedule was really very tight e past few weeks (due to endless projects and exams).. They did not even bother to help out with my part and just give a brief summary of points for my 1 and only slide.. for wat?! just to show tt at least they got help mi out a bit? THANKS for the effort GUYS~ frm their presentation, it's very clear tt they have rehearsed with the slides beforehand as they were very coherent and relates to the slides well.. E tutor comments was tt my presentation was not well supported by slides and pictures unlike my other members and i was partly marked down by tt.. The end result was tt i fared the worst among the 3 of us.. i just feel very cheated! not tt i'm a sore loser or trying to claim effort for my work.. but i REALLY did put in alot of work and effort into this project.. did most of the research and everything lidat... *BLAH* i'm just so pissed..
To the ppl who noes mi.. i'm considered a person with high tolerance level.. but this time i guess i'm being tested... GOOD TRY!
*JiN* slept soundly at 5:33 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
Met up with zhi zhi today to celebrate her b-day.. Oh-Me-God.. she seems to be very into shocking pink these days!! can see her BRIGHT dress sense frm afar.. haha.. guess no choice.. have to dress young le.. she's gettin' old.. hahaha!
anyway.. we went oilo dome today.. nice ambience:) but it's like a freezer..haha.. guess my skin too thin..enjoy chatting with her except tt we started talking and laughing louder and louder.. soo Unglam! but wat's new?! hmm.. went ard window shopping after tt.. and we ended up buying food again;D and our beloved bubble tea.. ultimate happiness booster~ wanna shop for clothes but all e shops started closing.. so no choice.. ~Home Sweet Home~
hiaz.. tot can slp le.. but still have to do my physics project.. exams r coming.. and i cant believe tt i'm still STUCK with 2 projects! where got time to study lidat?! a bit panicking now.. so little time and so much to cover.. having physics test next tue.. and i've yet to start on e help sheet.. help!! i really really pray tt i'll do decently well this sem.. tho my modules are slacker this sem butit's more project based.. and projects are damn time-consuming.. ESP. when there r some VERY irresponsible project mates in your group.. and u end up doing all the work.. hiz.. hope i can get all e presentations over n done with so tt i can finally settle down n mug.. somehow.. i'm kinda demoralized by last sem's result.. hope History won't REPEAT itself..
*JiN* slept soundly at 1:08 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
Happy 22nd Birthday dEaR!!!
haha... u are not gettin' any younger..i'm counting the wRiNkLeS=p
seems like a common birthday ah.. or rather everyone's birthday is ard this period.. 2 more days will be my dearest cousin's bday.. oH Noooo... YOU (Zhi Zhi) are reaching the BIG 2!!! haha.. and time after the 'big 2' FLIES~
What a shag shag weekend.. haha.. but an exciting one.. esp.. yesterday... my mouth was in my heart the whole afternoon.. scared my birthday surprise plan for him will flop.. told les a white lie that i going out with my mum den sneak back hall to do up the decorations outside his room... was really worried that he'll call my hse n my mum pick up e phone(tt's it liao).. and WHILE i was putting balloons and posters outside his room.. it started to pour and the wind kept blowing away my balloons and bursting some of them.. luckily i've some spare and blew 'em on the spot..poor poor ME! den so many ppl keep walking pass his rm.. dUnNo where to hide my face la.. after tt i rush back home and meet him for dinner and a show so tt he wun suspect anything.. was quite excited e whole nite.. heng he din smell anything fishy..
den he almost couldn't catch the last bus back hall.. den i was really very 'gan chiong' cos he wun be able to see my 'hard work'! lucky still got other buses.. haha.. den i chop chop change and took cab down his hall to place his present outside his doorstep and plan a surprise appearance.. meanwhile i message his pri sch frens to come later ard 1 and have a mini surprise celebration.. phew.. everything went smoothly.. VERY smoothly i wld say..He was pleasantly surprised.. guys dun usually celebrate birthadys i guess~ haha.. can see he was happy.. VERY happy i wld say again;D and i'm REALLY very happy too..
made a pic scrapbook for him.. very grateful to the ppl who help to contribute.. tink the end result is quite nice:) hmm..spent the whole day with him today.. even tho we were 'nua-ing' the whole day.. (NICE weather) but time seems to fly.. we kept dozing off in the morning and finally woke up ard 2 and went for lunch.. after tt we return hall and continue slacking until his lesson at 7.. really enjoy each other's company today.. frm this week onwards everyone will be 'pia-ing' for exams le.. hope tt we still can get to spend time tog... and to all MUGGERS out there.. STUDY HARD! ;)
*JiN* slept soundly at 7:59 PM
