Friday, October 21, 2005
just got back my Mannagement Science mid-term results today.. (* which i took about a month ago..) the tutors super inefficient...
Well.. after the test.. i know i'm going to screw up my mid-term.. but everyone ard me was telling me how difficult the paper was.. so i comforted myself by thinking "the results will be plotted based on a bell-shaped curve so i shouldn't fare too badly so long as i score ard the same marks as others" Today, 3.5 weeks later, the lecturer posted the results on the notice board.. and beside my Matric No. diplays the following: Lower 20%
which means to say i belong to the lower 20 percentile of the cohort
which means to say i failed my mid-term
which means to say i failed terribly
which means to say i'm really disheartened right now
and this mid-term accounts for 30% of my grade for this module.. i wonder y am i still getting this kind of grades considering i'm no longer staying in hall.. thus, no activities, no commitments, no nothing to distract me.. actually, my modules this semester are quite manageable *except for IT.. the workload is not that heavy as compared to last 2 sem.. so why am i still not coping? i suddenly feel so stupid.. esp. when i compared myself to Les.. he's one smart person i noe.. but i'm not being jealous la.. in fact i'm super proud of him:) really! (*he took back his mid-term today too.. and he scored full marks! i tot only PRCs will get tt type of results.. haha.. *impressed*) and he has sooo many other commitments as compared to me..
Finals is ard the corner (3 weeks away).. and another IT assignment will be uploaded next week.. which i guess i'll spend my whateva free time avail doing it.. but i dun have the mood to study.. @ least not today.. and i've mid-term again next Tuesday.. Someone pls motivate me
*JiN* slept soundly at 4:04 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
it's been a LOONNNG Time..........
I realised I haven been blogging for the past 2 weeks.. not really very busy but juz being lazy to blog.. nothing very exciting to blog about these days also.. except tt i attempted to cook again like dunno when ago.. and it was AGAIN VERY successful:):):) and i watched GOAL! too~~ Super Nice.. try to catch it if it's still screening;) cos the main actor is soooo CUTE!!! i even dreamnt of him a few times after the show.. haha and someone is turning green.. hahaha!!
Was supposed to meet Shu Hui and YY @ Suntec today to celebrate her belated birthday but tt ger suddenly rang us up in the late afternoon saying tt she wasn't feeling well.. so asked us whether can meet at her house instead.. and THANKS!! ah.. she's staying @ some ulu langka place called Rhumbia?!?! (*somewhere in SengKang) and it was raining quite heavily when i left my house.. i'm sooo tempted to sleep!!!! anyway.. i dun wanna 'pang seh' her la.. and she suggested going SAKAE also.. all the more i wanna go.. (i Love LOVE love Sushi~~) On the way to her house.. i was thinking.. "tt ger must be bluffing!! if sick den still can eat good food.. must be lazy to step out of house.." =p=p=p
Was supposed to meet Shu Hui and YY @ Suntec today to celebrate her belated birthday but tt ger suddenly rang us up in the late afternoon saying tt she wasn't feeling well.. so asked us whether can meet at her house instead.. and THANKS!! ah.. she's staying @ some ulu langka place called Rhumbia?!?! (*somewhere in SengKang) and it was raining quite heavily when i left my house.. i'm sooo tempted to sleep!!!! anyway.. i dun wanna 'pang seh' her la.. and she suggested going SAKAE also.. all the more i wanna go.. (i Love LOVE love Sushi~~) On the way to her house.. i was thinking.. "tt ger must be bluffing!! if sick den still can eat good food.. must be lazy to step out of house.." =p=p=p
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the ppl ard me must be wondering y am i busy snapping away.. soo 'Swa Koo'~
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Hehe.. today is the 1st time taking LRT:):) Feels like airport!!! the train looks so cute.. like Lego.. haha.. and another thing to add.. the 'Rhumbia' place feels very un-singapore to me!! and we dined @ RiverVale mall.. (i din even noe this place existed...) haha! and the SAKAE very miniature too.. but i still enjoyed the DINNER:) maybe cos' we were all starving~
We went over to Shu Hui's new house after dinner.. i LIKE her room.. very Girl~ and i A.B.S.O.L.U.T.E.L.Y LOVE her PLASMA TV!!! and it's SUPER value for money.. only 750 bucks!! and it's soooo nice!!!!! i want also~ shall pester my mum when she gets her bonus @ e end of the year:):) After today's gathering.. we felt tt we shld meet up at each other's house in future.. simply cos we can just lie down and nua and talk and laugh and gossip and watch tv and sleep....... it's soo COMFORTABLE!!
Hehe.. today is the 1st time taking LRT:):) Feels like airport!!! the train looks so cute.. like Lego.. haha.. and another thing to add.. the 'Rhumbia' place feels very un-singapore to me!! and we dined @ RiverVale mall.. (i din even noe this place existed...) haha! and the SAKAE very miniature too.. but i still enjoyed the DINNER:) maybe cos' we were all starving~
We went over to Shu Hui's new house after dinner.. i LIKE her room.. very Girl~ and i A.B.S.O.L.U.T.E.L.Y LOVE her PLASMA TV!!! and it's SUPER value for money.. only 750 bucks!! and it's soooo nice!!!!! i want also~ shall pester my mum when she gets her bonus @ e end of the year:):) After today's gathering.. we felt tt we shld meet up at each other's house in future.. simply cos we can just lie down and nua and talk and laugh and gossip and watch tv and sleep....... it's soo COMFORTABLE!!
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e BIRTHDAY GIRL:) hehe.. ShuHui: u muz be smiling rite? get to see ya face in my blog and it's a solo one somemore! but sad to say.. the main purpose of this pic is not to show ya face.. but the plasma TV behind ya.. OOPS! haha..
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SOOOOOO.... next meet-up @ my house? hehe.. cos i'm lazee to travel.. =p anyway.. i'm soo sleepy now.. gonna catch some sleep now.. tml's a long long day for me........ BOO!!!
SOOOOOO.... next meet-up @ my house? hehe.. cos i'm lazee to travel.. =p anyway.. i'm soo sleepy now.. gonna catch some sleep now.. tml's a long long day for me........ BOO!!!
*JiN* slept soundly at 1:33 AM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
I WILL NOT be in this State if not for P.R.O.G.R.A.M.M.I.N.G!!! The assignment given is just Task Impossible for me.. The deadline is on Friday and i'm only halfway through.. It took me nearly 2 weeks for me to come this far.. so what makes me think that i'll finish the job in merely 2 days time?! I'm Just SO pek chiak now.. super "Gan Chiong" spider.. but there's really nothing i can do @ the moment.. I've tried many many many ways to solve this freaking task.. but the stupid program just dun RUN! I'm really desperate for help now.. i CANT sleep in peace and enjoy my meals.. My eyes are so strained and my brains are practically squeezed dry of brain juice..
Actually, on the other hand, I've am hoping the deadline will come soon cos' i can just hand up whateva shit i have right now and forget about the whole damn thing (And tell myself what's done cannot be UNDONE!) Whenever i look at the assignment.. I've this Tendency to spew Vulgarities cos I'm so damn fed-up! but then again, I have an image to maintain.. ha! and It's a very turn-off thing to hear girls cursing away~ (I dun have a very gd impression of girls who does that.. so i shall not do it myself) so these days.. whenever i feel my blood pressure rising.. I'll go.. F.F.F.f.f.f.................. FREAK!!! then.. freak!!freak!!freak!!freak!!damn!!damn!!damn!!! *tt's e furthest i'll go.. erm.. and Maybe tearing up my IT NOTES and contemplate burning them.. er and maybe curse a little bout the lecturer and secretly praying that the whole computer system in biz will just collasp so that there'll be no Deadline for this thing..*in fact i'm Praying VERY hard~
anyway.. Just to let off my remaining anger i've in me right now..
I've to declare for the 101st time: I Hate Programming!!! Hate You! Hate You! Hate You to the core!!!! Here's a cheer for you!! so Listen up!
NOBODY LIKES YOU!
EVERYBODY HATES YOU!
GO EAT WORMS!
GO EAT WORMS!
HATE YOU! HATE YOU! HATE YOU! HATE YOU! HATE YOU!HATE YOU! HATE YOU! HATE YOU! HATE YOU! HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*JiN* slept soundly at 9:19 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005
Just came back from the petrol kiosk downstairs.. had a sudden craving for ice-cream again.. and i noe i wont be able to sleep without satisfying my craving..
Had an intensive 2-day reading this weekend!! Having a mid-term tml again.. *Asia Pacific Business* and i spent my past 2 days reading about China's currency Peg, Asian Financial Crisis, Globalisation Issues in East Asia, Foreign Direct Investment and related stuff.. ARrgh!! It's so "GP" lor.. and to tink tt i scored a C5 for my GP during my A-Levels.. tt means to say that i dun have any interest *Absolute No @ all* in knowing about such worldly affairs.. they just dun appeal to me.. i noe i'll sound very shallow by saying these.. haha.. but I'm really very turned off by so many readings.. and they are just words, WORDS and more WORDS.. no diagrams no pictures..Nothing but WORDS!(the tutor actually uploaded 133 readings and each reading on average consist of 5 freaking pages!) so come to tink of it.. i really dun have the heart to deny my ice-cream craving.. hahaa~ i DeSeRvE it:):)
I looked like a walking zombie now.. Dark eye Rings and all.. haha.. but today's quite a good day for me despite having to study the whole day.. Cos i felt quite loved.. Early in the morning, my mum made me Kueh Dar Dar.. it's a type of pandan pastry skin rolled with coconut shavings..*those sold in Bengawan Solo* hee~ i like:) and Just Now Lester made 5 FAT Poh Piahs for my dinner!! woohoo~ with lots of sweet sauce and "Lat Chiong"!! I'm so damn full when i ate the last piece..but I LIKE!! I LOVE POH PIAHS! haha.. Feel like a Queen today.. so Exams r not tt bad after all.. I feel pampered:):) Shall indulge in my Sweet Treat NOW~~
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Btw.. For those who've watched
"CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY"
*JiN* slept soundly at 12:11 AM
