Thursday, September 15, 2005
Was walking to the toilet this morning when i suddenly caught sight of my dying pet cactus=( i juz dun have green hands la!! It's very tiny (actually it's quite popular now.. it can act as a handphone chain or keychain) and it's fairly easy to maintain.. juz immersed the small bottle into water for 2~3 min every 7 days and placed 'em in a sunny area:)
My cactus is supposed to represent "Happiness" but it doesn't look very happy.. haha!! it looks a bit "kiau Gu" /translation= hunchback.. i tink it feels suffocated being ENCLOSED in such a small area.. so i tried to force open the top case.. and
My cactus is supposed to represent "Happiness" but it doesn't look very happy.. haha!! it looks a bit "kiau Gu" /translation= hunchback.. i tink it feels suffocated being ENCLOSED in such a small area.. so i tried to force open the top case.. and
VIOLA!!!
Hmm.. it still looks Hunched.. but give it a few more days:) and i juz watered it today too! it should be fine:)
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Actually, while i was watering the plant.. i was thinking about myself.. i tink i'm very much similar to this little cactus.. we both look small and vulnerable but looks can be deceiving..The cactus dun demand alot of attention.. In fact when i over-water it, it'll just wither away.. Give it a little breathing space and it'll grow strong and healthy..Likewise for me, i may seem to be very dependent..(to a certain extent, i'm!) but i need space and time to myself from time to time.. I may look like i need protection(Most girls want to feel secure.. incl. me) but pls dun overdo it.. I admit that i'm a little self-centred @ times.. i Dunno why also.. maybe it's the way i'm being brought up (i'm being taken care of by my gRaMpS all the way till sec) so i'm being raised like an ONLY child where the world used to revolve ard me only.. I also tend to do things the way i like and i dun like to be restricted..( i noe this can be a bit selfish @ times cos i tend to overlook the consequences..) I've been reflecting on myself for the past few days.. I do have flaws.. i admit~ but EVERYONE DOES right?
Hmm.. it still looks Hunched.. but give it a few more days:) and i juz watered it today too! it should be fine:)
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Actually, while i was watering the plant.. i was thinking about myself.. i tink i'm very much similar to this little cactus.. we both look small and vulnerable but looks can be deceiving..The cactus dun demand alot of attention.. In fact when i over-water it, it'll just wither away.. Give it a little breathing space and it'll grow strong and healthy..Likewise for me, i may seem to be very dependent..(to a certain extent, i'm!) but i need space and time to myself from time to time.. I may look like i need protection(Most girls want to feel secure.. incl. me) but pls dun overdo it.. I admit that i'm a little self-centred @ times.. i Dunno why also.. maybe it's the way i'm being brought up (i'm being taken care of by my gRaMpS all the way till sec) so i'm being raised like an ONLY child where the world used to revolve ard me only.. I also tend to do things the way i like and i dun like to be restricted..( i noe this can be a bit selfish @ times cos i tend to overlook the consequences..) I've been reflecting on myself for the past few days.. I do have flaws.. i admit~ but EVERYONE DOES right?
"In science as in love, too much concentration on technique can often lead to impotence."-- P.L. Berger
*JiN* slept soundly at 5:10 PM
